1/16/24 10:08 pm EST

HIIIIII neocities :P its a new year same me and i forgot i had this for a couple months. the infrequency of this is extremely in character AND do-able so ill continue adding 1 entry every couple months. im working on so many other things right now just because i have the time, energy and resources to now, im illustrating around 12 pages of a kids book (harder than it sounds), learning blender 4.0, now CONTINUING to learn css and javascript, and at some point i want to have some money to start trying crochet :]. i got a better working laptop for most of what i want but ill be starting from 0 for crochet if it ever happens this year. thats all the update i have for rn. bye :] also free palestine!

8/13/23 4:37 am EST

HI. its been like 3 weeks. i got busy and very depressed at the same time so my sleep schedule is all over the place but i have friends to ground me but also i havent even been sleeping in my own house recently i keep falling asleep at my friends. he says he doesnt mind but it is making me feel worse so im home now and writing and chilling. i had to be host of my house for my cousin who was here for a week so i did nothing to let her know i have any hobbies, obviously. then my life became an emotional rollercoaster while literally nothing happened it was just me in my house experiencing life it was awful. but i took so many cat photos. theyre on catscreen now. i will draw and eat ice cream now. changed song of the week. oh yea im beginning learning japanese (kanji) like a good vocaloid fan. i have got to learn to read more than just katakana/hiragana. ok bye :}

7/23/23 10:26 pm EST

hi :] i was drawing but i couldnt get into it so i turned to here yayyyy procrastinating by doing something else i like instead of laying down dead fish style for hours. that first sentence was written at 8:18. look at the time listed now. i am a broken man and its all because of css. still better than drawing for my brain. the site got no changes uhmm i couldnt figure it out. kittys page got a scuffed background i guess. idk. i made a taco my second taco of the day yummy. im so ready to lay down dead fish style. maybe im stronger than that idk. if i do something else with my day in the next couple of hours itd be a miracle. gn.

7/22/23 1:46 am EST

HI, pages exist now. theres 4 entries per page smiles. ive been hanging wit friends in calls recently and they make my heart explode i am loved fr... and i love them back this is peak human experience. im writing this entry and right after im gonna start drawing :] also i think my moms friend and her 2 babies are staying at my house for a bit and i did not know i thought my mom just did extra and kinda weird food shopping but no that was probably for her friend and her kids.... i feel so bad i didnt know because im either in my room or not in the house at all... i hope she doesnt mind ive been eating all the reeses puffs singlehandedly also i make a lot of noise in the kitchen i hope i wasnt causing problems T_T i will be quieter on calls too i hope they couldnt hear me talking about steven universe through the wall. titi has the zoomies and just knocked over my chips ahoys. not cool. laterz ill update when im not having fun